I'm starting to realise that I'm going to fail this maths exam...

We've gone over the whole curriculum now, and we're on to practice papers which is good, but it's still taking me forever to figure out what I'm supposed to do for each question - in today's lesson I spent half an hour on question 4, and I definitely would have taken longer if my tutor hadn't helped me out a little. Considering the exam is only an hour and a half, this is pretty bad progress. I'm revising my ass off, I don't know what else I can do.

There's two weeks until the exam. I can keep revising and doing the practice papers. There is nothing else I can do to help myself except hope that something in my brain clicks and it all comes together somehow. *stresses*

Of course, it isn't the end of the world if I don't pass - I can easily retake the exam next year, along with core module 2, although this obviously means a greater workload than if I was just doing core module 2...but if that's what it takes, that's what it takes.

(I still can't stop listening to Riverdance! What the hell is wrong with me!!!)
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I am officially WIPED! Today I have:
- Done a little bit of maths revision
- Been for a forty-five minute, mostly-uphill, bike ride
- Thoroughly cleaned and tidied my bedroom and en suite
- Made and uploaded 51 icons
- Done my Almost-Daily Meme
- Planned a trip to Cornwall with Helen
- Started to plan a trip to Paris with Tom
- Laughed my ASS off at things people sent me over MSN and past fanfiction efforts
- Finished and posted chapter 2 of A Tale of Heroism
- Listened to the Riverdance album about 5 billion times - and I'm STILL not bored of it!!!
- Started my 'talk in life and literature' essay...but I am far too tired to do any more

Good night, my dear friends! x
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I'm quitting Somerfield.

I can't stand the job, my supervisor is a sexist prick who yelled at me for not doing what he didn't tell me to do last night, and Rich's hours have been changed so I'm probably never going to see him again. It's leaving me too tired to do academic work (which is far more important), my fingers are so callous and bloody I can't play my instruments until they've healed, and today my misaligned hip made a hideous crunching noise and I wasn't able to work my final hour, so I have to go in an hour early tomorrow. >.<

Still nothing from Matt...

*sigh* I'm off to meditate until my Simpsons episodes download. Although I probably won't have time to watch any before my Maths tutor gets here.
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My life seems to be taking a turn for the better, even if it involves a lot more work than I'm happy about.

( Bring it on, 2008! I'm ready for ya! )